courage, my courage

I have the courage to love when possiblities are my heart will be crushed beyond recognition, the courage to ask and create an opportunity to be deemed as clueless, the courage to tell hopefully i wont be reduced to nothing more than a gosip folk, the courage to instruct eventhough there might be mistakes in my intructions, the courage to decline offers eventhough they might be just what i need, the courage to propose offers despite the loopholes i might trap myself in, the courage to leap when the likelyhood is mostly me falling, the courage to walk though the path may be dark, the courage to give forgive even when the courage to accept, the courage to smile, the courage voice my pain, the courage to entrust my wealth though chances are it will be lost the courage to open my door when there are winds strong enough to hurt me, the courage to sing though my voice is frail, the courage to assume authority when the storm is just building up, the courage to redefine myself mind you, that might mean i'm utterly clueless of who I am. my courage to give in while that possibly identifies me as weak. The courage correct, when i'm not certain of my own words what if it bites me?
to review all this, i could face a lion, i could face a storm, i could face death i could face a broken heart, i could face very gates of hell,i could face a traumatic loss, i could face all darkness and all evil what is left for me to conquer? what is it that i cant face?
perhaps the question is, "what can conquer me? who can conquer me?" my answer? well only my God can conquer me only he has power over me see he created me, breathed life into me, my time is in his watch, my watch is for show his is my very moments of LIFE.