A new call from an Old friend.

if ever things are right, if ever life is full, if ever water is available and your children know three meals of the day. what then does it profit a woman to answer a call, ohh so likely to ruin her? does it matter really that 5 years ago you had a spark, isn't what is more relevant why things did not pan out? sometimes the romance of a lost potential "love" is a thought a memory that never happened just find a way to know which one you are looking at.

isn't it true that the most loves we cry over are the ones that failed because of our being young, naive and perhaps even sometimes our very own selfishness? these are the burdens we laden ourselves but what about the things we didn't do? what about the words we didn't say what about the words we wish we had never heard from this old friend?

does it not tell us, when things have gone sour that things had never been sweet? if he/she cheats, does it mean they will stop cheating eventually? 'an-old-friend' thats what we call them sometimes, the people whose hearts we broke, who broke our hearts and who for some reason stopped talking to us! why should i let them back in? to take the shuttered pieces and re-break them? really am i so damaged that even when all else seems fine i need to go round the block and take back the heartbreaker?

is this new call really new? or does the familiarity appeal to me and as time has passed delude me into thinking its a new call? old friends don't always have a place in our new life... take your time, sieve, weed and use a fine comb...who is an old friend, what is a new call, who is deceiving you? or is it truly, a brand new call from a real old friend?