just us two

and as i had predicted he is standing there... his face lights up as he sees me. i'm amazed at the way his smile melts the clots of pain i buried with my broken heart. the most amazing thing i've found, about falling and staying in love is the feeling that is barely understandable much less explicable. it is that feeling that allows the two people to hold on to each other as though clinging to life itself, the kiss that is so needy and desperate that the words can't quite express and the dance of the stomach whenever the thought and even the presence of the other is registered.

finding a partner that gets you cannot be easy cannot be simple and cannot be careless, it is a process that works itself out no matter how desperate one is to d.i.y the manner by which love manifests in people's lives, romantic love, is different from couple to couple. the end result, the feelings are explained in different ways too. how about me? mine is the feeling at the pit of my stomach, that let's me know he is looking at me, he is thinking about me and he is longing for me. how do i know?because whenever i look up take a moment away from my work and glance over at him, there he is with his sky blues warmly looking at me as though i was the star he'd promised to follow as if he made a vow to make me insanely into him.

with every moment that passes i try to relive the conversation we had when he said "i love you" and with each stroke of that moment my knees crumble and my heart sinks when my whole body trembles, he is my sole focus and concern and while i might wonder in the night and go through thoughts that are forbidden to say the very least...he gets me and i him. whats left is for us to keep the promise, be "us" and only that never know what was but rather what will be.

the two of us function like a unit, like we were made for each other from each other like the very minute i was born he was assigned to me, could one be so lucky to have such a fitting in a partner?its just us two our love in our hearts and no logic in out minds just two people making their way through a maze of impossibility pain and war... us two me and you i couldn't have it any other way. i love that its just us two.