hush

hush my heart love will find you, your thirst will be quenched and you will feel right again you're whole unbroken and yet there seems to be something you lack. is it the assurance that things will be right with the world again? or are you yearning for a love you have never seen. how then will you know when you find it? the heart longs for the simplicity in things never found simple and yet my mind understands the yearning and longs for the same comfort. while i smile i remember the tug in my belly that reminds that perhaps someone would have liked this same thing i'm admiring. a beautiful sunset over the water, it calls on me to find a soul to explain the unexplainable to cover another with the love that spreads in my heart and my life.

the stillness makes my heart happy for my heart can examine a soul close enough and the right soul perhaps and yet to this moment as i sit here cannot find the match. either its too worldly or too dreamy or too enthusiastic and yet all of them combined could have built this elusive soul. the heart yearns and needs it with every failure the need grows, the fierceness of the soul to find the truth in all lies of the world the kiss of love when it seems all are about betrayal the heart stands to prove it... love is not elusive not when it is the real deal. how odd that a heart so used to its ways can make so much sense?can give the mind a run for its money?

i stand with an open heart because in the stillness all i'm asking for is a moment in the "hush" where all is lain before me, for my own piece of mind and for the hope that one day i will sit on this very chair thanking yet again my lucky stars that yes! my match, my true love is just here on my left hand side close enough to my heart to communicate and yet protect the side of me that has lazed over the years...the match will be there in my deep thoughts, in my happy moments, my moments of despair i could never ask for more for who would when in the quietest of places i say "hush" good old heart you're home now.