before I fell in love

1. I wanted to cry while reading a fantasy book
2. I wanedt to paint the inside of my bedroom a vibrant turquoise and write a silly declaration
3. Spend my days consumed by a work I truly enjoy
4. Grin at a stranger and encourage them to grin back
5. Cycle beyond what limits I ever set for myself
6. Run and complete a marathon
7. Dance with my father
8. Say goodbye to my past romantic links
9. Sing my favourite song with whatever pitch my voice will accomodate (in public)
10. Publish an article i truly believe in
11.  Wear high heels all day without complaining
12. Provide a platform to help a younger person reach a dream
13. Allow myself to laugh even when I'd rather cry
14. Be more diverse in my reading
15. Open my eyes to a child's understanding
16. Rock a child to sleep
17. Change into my pjs (only) after the sun sets
18. Visit a nude beach
19. Run for a cause
20. Dance without inhibitions
21. Blow a pay cheque on an unplanned short vacation
22. Spend a long weekend in my house pretending to be the last person on earth
23. Walk a dog in the morning before I'm fully done sleeping
24. Read a book out loud (entire book)
25. Learn how to use a compass
26. Test drive an expensive car
27. Type woth my eyes c.lsed (type with my eyes closed)
28. Learn a language I might never use
29. Pray the way I believe I would if I had never seen anyone pray
30. Create a wall of love in the middle of a popular mall.

Now I want to do all these, just with him by my side.