my way...

If my way was the right way, the world would be a better place. If my way was the best way, my life would be perfect. if my way could heal the sick, protect the vulnerable, aid the ones in need. I cant say i have a way but i'd like to believe that i do because esentially, my way is usually the way i would follow. I justify my way, i sugar coat my way, but somehow i always believe my way is the right way or do i?
How many times have you felt that you have a right to advice your peers on this and that and have not only listen to your opinion but also take a decision that will deem your opinion as important and invaluable. See the only way we feel importnat is when other people have not just respect towards us but admire us in a way that they may even to a certain degree be "cemburu" which of course we pretend its too much for us but, in my humble opinion (imhp) i believe if we we had no friction we would never feel half as important as we sometimes feel when people find us intimidating or rather hard to get along with.
MyWaY it means that if i had to rule the world i would not want it to be ever so simple. But i would want people to respect me. take Adolph Hitler as an example, does anyone really think he set out to crush his country's economy? From his concentration camps to his favour of perfect people tall, blue eyes and blonde while if i should mention, he was nothing of the sort. He never meant to kill people he did not want to be known for his "genocides" he meant to be known for making the perfect Germany with perfect people, perfect military, perfect leadership. see his Way was to make it right. At the time the only way he knew was his own... my Way sounds ever so simple but even Shaka Zulu never meant to be known for his impossible way of mourning but he is now... it is his way...my way.
Do i still believe i can change the world make it better for my own people particularly? Yes I do but can i do it alone? No of course not question is, who can i trust to have the same interests as i do at heart.To genuinly advice me on my weaknesses and to shed light when i seem to be walking idle. it has to be hard right. that is where i find my way being The Way, because it is the time i have to tell myself i cn do it by myself. can i really?
if i said i couldnt, would there be less respect for me out there? would i be deemed weak.
My secret? i believe that it is true the weak and the needy are strong and rich respectively in the Lord. My God heals me, guides me, provides for me, opens my eyes, shields my way. For his way the mother of all ways i therefore know my way because his is the one that surrounds mine. His presence gives my way meaning. where is your way?